June 2

I went to work today somehow. I did not sleep at all, but worked seemed to be a comfort. Bill, Mom, and I decided to tell our 50 plus employees at the already planned employee meeting that day at 4:30 pm. Basically, all day I tried to keep my mind off of the situation. Bill and I talked about how to get to the different doctors and hospitals, and make sure they had my information. Any way, at 4:30, I went into the training room and let everyone know. It was hard but it was also the best thing I could do. It really felt as if a weight was taken off my shoulder. All of the employees seemed to do as well as expected. I think everyone was just stunned. I think it was good to tell them then so they had the weekend to sort it out.